Saturday, September 30, 2006, thank god i found you(:
to be able to find someone whom..:
you love and loves you in return,
dotes on you and takes really good care of you,
understands you almost entirely,
guides and leads you the right way,
encourages you all the time,
cheers you up when you are down,
is often there for you knowing that you need somebody,
lends you his shoulder when you need one to cry on,
massages you knowing that you are feeling tired,
and lastly,
someone who plays game instead of girls(haha)
..is not easy.
however, i thank god i found you! *big wide smile*
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby, I'm so thankful I found you...(:
furnise @ 2:05 AM
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Friday, September 29, 2006, this or that?
kboxed with jehanne, rx and st the other night.
has been a long time since the four of us met up.
however, its always good to meet up once in a while:)
nevertheless, it turned out quite well.
gary and the bf joined us after that for supper at our lao di fang-401.
i really miss those hougang days..
where we could all walk to each others house.
sighsighh..
on the cab home, i met this very nice and friendly taxi driver(:
chatted with me throughout the whole journey,
and he somehow 'enlightened' me.
he started off asking whats my religion.
i told him i was a free thinker.
there, i got him all started.
he started explaining to me about the devils,
and why is it not good to be a free thinker.
i quite agree with whatever he said,
he made quite alot of sense.
i knew that ive been quite lost ever since i stopped attending church serivces,
and now that i go to the temple occasionally,
makes me more lost.
i need to really think through,
know what i actually believe,
and what i want.
the taxi uncle told me that being a free thinker means that you are telling GOD that you do not need him, and you only believe in yourself.
that sounded quite true to me,
but thats not how im exactly thinking.
i know i need GOD.
just that im still unsure about the religion.
maybe that is why everything hasnt been going too smooth for me.
thanks for being there always.
furnise @ 1:43 AM
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Thursday, September 28, 2006, the 19 years old BEAUTY!

todays the 28th september 2006,
which so happens to be the birthday of the
SELF PROCLIAMED beauty above:)
so lets all wish her a very happy birthday!!
whahahahahahahahahaha...
okay okay.
its time to be serious.
so..
dearest huiying
MEI NU,
happy 19th birthday to you!
now that you are a year older,
be more mature,
less thick skin.
and most importantly..
may you get
PRETTIER each day okay.
LOVELOVE(:
furnise @ 2:06 PM
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006, my ram!!!
i lost my ram!
and im extremely down.
sighhh.
kelvin said it was very much cheaper over at the IT fair,
so the bf and i rushed cab all the way down at the last hour,
just to get this ram.
as it was the last hour,
most stalls were packing up so we had a hard time searching for it.
only till the very last min, we finally found it.
bought one for kelvin and one for myself.
he fixed his and i have not fix mine because i didnt have the right screwdriver.
only today that i finally bought the right screwdriver.
excitedly, the bf and i rushed home wanting to fix it that i realised ive lost it!
there goes my 1gb ram!
i bought it with my own money,
which makes me feel doubley pain.
)):
however, rx said hes gonna give me a 512. yes, it makes me a little less upset. BUT still... MY RAM!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy out loud!
tell me how?
furnise @ 1:54 AM
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006, hady VS jonathan


results show last night,
hady won.
no comments.
though a little part in me hoped jon would win.
owells.. :)
furnise @ 1:13 PM
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Thursday, September 21, 2006, worst movie ever!

ahh, i almost died inside the cinema just now.
this show is seriously boring, okay maybe because i dont know how to appreciate such stuff. didnt even know why we watched it in the first place. haha. anyway. this blody fucker sat one row in front of me with his girlfriend. these two fucking arseholes sat up so fucking straight that i can only see half of the screen. hug hug, kiss kiss, like first day together. CCB! i got so pissed that i kicked their seat, twice. ignore me. no choice, i changed place and did not enjoy my movie(luckily it was boring) plus whole body ache at the end of the show! what a good movie experience huh!
however, it was quality time spent this night:), i love you baby.
furnise @ 2:36 AM
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006, im bored at home!! ):
im seriously bored! and i hope blogging helps me kill some time. haha. anyway. i cant believe i stayed home for two long days. quick praise me:)
okay, seriously, i dont know what to blog about. haha, share some pictures with you okay? :)





group pictures taken quite sometime ago..:)



haha, my classmates!:)
i miss the boyfriend):
okay, goodnight!
furnise @ 12:28 AM
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006, congrats but how about me?
eugene told me that he had just received a letter from SIM, congratulating him on the completion of his DIPLOMA!
congrats to you!
but how about me?
arghhhh!
i want to graduate with you guys too!!!
then we can all take pretty pretty pictures.
BOO!
tell me now take what pictures la!
chicken backside!
sighhhhhhhhhhhhsighhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
i dont like 12th intake):
i wish, i wish...
i remembered kelvin once told me that there would be two graduations he would be attending, the first one is the 11th intake(thats to accompany friends which is us), second is the actual one where he really graduates.
hey fuck, look!
its me hes talking about!
HAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAHAHAAAAHAHAA!
okay, tell me if i should cry or laugh.
now, i feel like going on a holiday.
bangkok?
hongkong?
KL?
anyone?
i really really want..
any kind souls out there willing to sponsor me?
i promise its gonna be a short short trip.
(:
furnise @ 6:31 PM
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Monday, September 18, 2006, happy birthday mich!

dear michelle,
sorry for last saturday,
we'll all make up to you this sat alright?
dont be diasppointed okay?
anyway,
happy 19th birthday to you!
stay pretty and sweet always!
i love you:)
furnise @ 2:21 PM
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Saturday, September 16, 2006, i cant sleep!
its bugging me,
its disturbing me,
its haunting me,
ahhhhhhhhhh!!!
i cant get to sleep,
i cant get to sleep.
its still on my mind,
it will forever be on my mind!
the thoughts of it freaks me out bad enough.
howhow?
what can i do?
nothing but to move on right?
i know, i know.
but do you also know that its easier said than done?
you dont know.
anyways, this song just came to my mind suddenly..
heal the world
make it a better place
for you and for me
and the entire human race
there are people dying
if you care enough
for the living
make a better place
for you and for me
sigh sigh, im really really down la. who can help me?
furnise @ 11:00 AM
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, i'm sorry.
im sorry for disappointing you and you and you you you over and over again.
i know ive been such a disapointment.
time after time, similiar scenarios keep haunting me, but i just dont seem to wake up.
fuck, this time i got bitten real hard, and i swear i will wake up and fucking learn.
but why, why cant i be like the rest?
why cant i clear it once and for all?
why must i always clear only on my second attempt?
i just dont understand..
sometimes i wonder if i am really that stupid, or am i just lazy.
but i would still choose to blame part of it on my luck.
cause i am always the unlucky one.
darn it.
i know what is done cant be undone,
and i also know that theres no point crying over spilt milk.
but fuck, i feel like a loser now,
and thats not a nice feeling.
i know this sounds so stupid..
but if only i could turn back time,
and i really wish i could.
fuck, theres noone to blame but myself,
i will never be able to forgive myself.
ive got totally no mood to do anything,
nothing seems to interest me now.
all im feeling now is guilt.
i know you wont be reading this..
but i still wanna say im really sorry mom,
i know ive let you down,
please dont give up on me yet,
cause i promise i will do you proud one day.
please give me a second chance.
furnise @ 12:31 AM
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Friday, September 15, 2006, fucked up day
hot and stuffy,
could hardly even breathe.
packed like sardines,
could hardly even move.
people there were sticky and smelly,
i almost died!
and my day was ended by vomitting.
how shity shit it was!
arghhh.
furnise @ 12:30 AM
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Friday, September 08, 2006, after exams..
070906

happy 29th month, haha. love love you!(:
040906-060906
4th to 6th was our class chalet,
not all turned up though,
but i thought it was quite a memorable one.
someway, somehow, all of us just got bonded.
and that could be the last gathering as a class.
thanks guys, for the past fifteen months.
i love you guys,
and definitely would miss attending lectures with all of you.
keep in touch.
(:
presenting you...

DMSFT 11th intake class A!(:
and...

my beloved groupmates!(:
furnise @ 1:42 PM
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Sunday, September 03, 2006, i love you guys
hey guys,
last night was one memorable night for me.
i definitely had a fun time!
i swear its the best mini class gathering ever!
thanks for everthing guys!
and i really hope we can have a second one soon..
i love all of you!
HUGS(:
love,
ME
love;
huiying: happy birthday in advance, you're one great company, and i will definitely miss you! please come back and visit us often! and thanks for the ride home yesterday(:
caroline: i am really glad you turned up, thanks for joining us! and i hope you had fun! haha! love you la.
desiree: i love and treasure you too. dont be too emo(:
dawn: you got us so worried! but i know you had fun! hee. i love you!!! please learn to take care of yourself. (:
yating: the ever sexy one, yes! i love you, and miss you! ;)
lydia: we will play more of that silly game next time and i must win you! i love you too.
stef: grow fatter la, dont even feel anything when hugging you! hahaa, but i still love you=P
jean: ah soh ah soh, haha, you are still my ah soh. lovelove.
kelvin&eugene: my two big FUN brothers! yes, i will definitely miss both of your nonsense.(:
most importantly you, thanks for being so understanding, i love you.
furnise @ 11:45 AM
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